[Mood] Priorites

Don't Worry, Be Happy Originally uploaded by LeJyBy.
J'ai tellement de choses a faire, j'en perdrais le sens des priorites... Un de mes papiers a ete invite pour une edition speciale du journal "Theoretical Computer Science": je suis content!!! Mais je dois finir la version journal pour le 15 mai. Avant ca, je voudrais finir deux papiers pour SPIRE (heureusement que la date de soumission a ete reportee a Mardi!), et je dois donner l'examen final de mon cours Mercredi (et le corriger Jeudi!) Tout ca ne me met pas en avance pour faire mes impots, ma "professional allowance", voire mon dossier d'immigration et mon dossier de qualification pour candidater en France l'an prochain... Ca m'a donne envie d'avoir un tee-shirt avec une liste de choses a faire interminable, mais en tete de liste quelque chose comme "Be Happy", pour ne pas oublier. Je ferais le tee-shirt quand j'aurais reinstalle l'imprimante, peut-etre que j'imprimerais cette photo ;)


[Art] Saxophoniste

Scene en fil de fer
Originally uploaded by LeJyBy.
Je suis un peu fatigue en ce moment. Me suis defoule sur des petits bouts de metal recouverts de fanfreluches, j'aime bien le resultat (procrastination quand tu nous tiens!).


[Reading] Psychology

Questioning my own sanity is like playing with fire: I shouldn't but always do...
Finding some (many!) counter-strike videos on Google after having read some blogs with comics, I thought a bit about the time spent world wide playing video-games, drawing or writing for blogs, reading books, composing or playing music for fun: so much energy, so much potential. People with a full belly are creative, but this creativity in many case is lost and dissipated. What incredible progress could reach a country or culture, if it could motivate and passionate its citizens for advanced science and engineering? As often, my mind wanders and my intelect is hungry and I hunt on the net to feed it. This time I looked for "Motivational Psychology". Psychology articles are using a specific vocabulary which makes them difficult to read for commoners. Nick Yee wrote some nice popularisation articles about the addiction to Massive Multiplayer Online Roleplaying Games, which might in my opinion be partially extended to games in general, but he does not treat the motivation theme too deeply. It pushed me to read some books about behaviorism, but I was a bit disapointed. I found another article with readable material (once passed the boring introduction) here. Some sayings are trivial, and some are not, here is an excerpt:
The healthy, normal, fortunate adult in our culture is largely satisfied in his safety needs. The peaceful, smoothly [p. 379] running, 'good' society ordinarily makes its members feel safe enough from wild animals, extremes of temperature, criminals, assault and murder, tyranny, etc. Therefore, in a very real sense, he no longer has any safety needs as active motivators. Just as a sated man no longer feels hungry, a safe man no longer feels endangered. If we wish to see these needs directly and clearly we must turn to neurotic or near-neurotic individuals, and to the economic and social underdogs. In between these extremes, we can perceive the expressions of safety needs only in such phenomena as, for instance, the common preference for a job with tenure and protection, the desire for a savings account, and for insurance of various kinds (medical, dental, unemployment, disability, old age). Other broader aspects of the attempt to seek safety and stability in the world are seen in the very common preference for familiar rather than unfamiliar things, or for the known rather than the unknown. The tendency to have some religion or world-philosophy that organizes the universe and the men in it into some sort of satisfactorily coherent, meaningful whole is also in part motivated by safety-seeking. Here too we may list science and philosophy in general as partially motivated by the safety needs (we shall see later that there are also other motivations to scientific, philosophical or religious endeavor). (http://psychclassics.yorku.ca/Maslow/motivation.htm)
I have similar notions about the search for more stability to be able to satisfy other hungers (artistic, long term view), but my friend Mirela was strongly arguing that this search was unnatural and unrealistic, making me doubt my own sanity. Now I feel as happy as a puppy finding my thought expressed by a professional psychologist.